Post by claire littleton. on Jun 2, 2008 2:58:05 GMT -5
January, 1 , 2005.
Happy New Year,
I’m NOT insane.
I may be the only one that thinks it… But I’m not. I know he was there. He was all over the news… He was there in front of me. And we HAD tea. I’ve got no one else to talk to. He WAS alive though. He IS alive. I can tell by the way Kate looks at me- And jesus, when I told her…. She didn’t believe me, and yesterday, neither did Sun. Maybe she was a little preoccupied or something, but Kate definitely doesn’t believe me and I feel like an idiot every time I see her now. I know she’s worried about me… But I know what I saw, and I needed to tell some one. I can’t just keep writing on these pages, because the paper and ink won’t talk back. I need something more.. I need him. I hate bloody Los Angeles. I hate this bloody hotel, and I hate the real world. I’d give anything to be back on the island… Back with him, and back with how everyone used to be. It’s true what they say – this world’ll change people.
As for the beginning of the new year - it's going to be amazing. End sarcasm now.
Happy New Year,
I’m NOT insane.
I may be the only one that thinks it… But I’m not. I know he was there. He was all over the news… He was there in front of me. And we HAD tea. I’ve got no one else to talk to. He WAS alive though. He IS alive. I can tell by the way Kate looks at me- And jesus, when I told her…. She didn’t believe me, and yesterday, neither did Sun. Maybe she was a little preoccupied or something, but Kate definitely doesn’t believe me and I feel like an idiot every time I see her now. I know she’s worried about me… But I know what I saw, and I needed to tell some one. I can’t just keep writing on these pages, because the paper and ink won’t talk back. I need something more.. I need him. I hate bloody Los Angeles. I hate this bloody hotel, and I hate the real world. I’d give anything to be back on the island… Back with him, and back with how everyone used to be. It’s true what they say – this world’ll change people.
As for the beginning of the new year - it's going to be amazing. End sarcasm now.