Post by Ana-Lucia Cortez on Aug 1, 2008 23:35:14 GMT -5
Why was she coming here?
That was the single most apparent question that was popping into Ana's head as she made her way from the Stony Pony, with every second she drove, and every step she took as she made her way towards the building where Danny had lived. What she was planning to do once she got there, she wasn't quite sure, but the urge to go to there was strong. Maybe she'd find answers, maybe... something else. Not like she was planning on seeing a ghost, the whole idea of it still seemed foreign, strange, unreal, even though her mind was slowly melting to the idea, that slight part of brain wanting to believe it in way that it would make everything just sound like it was making sense in some way.
After standing outside the door for a better part of ten minutes, her mind torn on whether she really could stop inside, to the place he died. Her mind was screaming to go inside as much as it was saying turn around and go back the way she came. That everything that she was stupid, but yet she still pressed on, turning the knob after she opened the door with the key, and slowly pushed the door ajar.
There was no life in the room that she found. Deserted. Colder. Quieter then it had been then the last time that she had entered it, but then the last time there was someone living in it and now... there wasn't. It was an eerie feeling, as she found herself hugging her arms to her chest as she moved along, slowing taking in the sight of the rest of the apartment. Her apartment now, she noted, still unsure of how exactly she felt about it. What would she do with it? What would she do everything he'd left her?
Exhaling shakily, before she knew it she found herself heading backwards into the apartment, where the bedroom was. Briefly, the memories of what had transpired in there flashed through her mind, still ever fresh as though it was only yesterday instead of a week and how she wished she could change what had happened so she could have stopped him from... But it was impossible to change the past, change what happened, she knew. Letting her fingers run on top of his dresser, she paused as she saw a picture frame with a picture of the both of them in it, she hadn't seen it before. Reaching out she grasped it, taking a few steps back onto edge of the bed as she could only stare at it as both of her hands held it in her lap. She hadn't known he'd still had it after everything... "Why would you..." she muttered to herself, feeling her eyes burn ever so slightly. How could he bear to keep it?
That was the single most apparent question that was popping into Ana's head as she made her way from the Stony Pony, with every second she drove, and every step she took as she made her way towards the building where Danny had lived. What she was planning to do once she got there, she wasn't quite sure, but the urge to go to there was strong. Maybe she'd find answers, maybe... something else. Not like she was planning on seeing a ghost, the whole idea of it still seemed foreign, strange, unreal, even though her mind was slowly melting to the idea, that slight part of brain wanting to believe it in way that it would make everything just sound like it was making sense in some way.
After standing outside the door for a better part of ten minutes, her mind torn on whether she really could stop inside, to the place he died. Her mind was screaming to go inside as much as it was saying turn around and go back the way she came. That everything that she was stupid, but yet she still pressed on, turning the knob after she opened the door with the key, and slowly pushed the door ajar.
There was no life in the room that she found. Deserted. Colder. Quieter then it had been then the last time that she had entered it, but then the last time there was someone living in it and now... there wasn't. It was an eerie feeling, as she found herself hugging her arms to her chest as she moved along, slowing taking in the sight of the rest of the apartment. Her apartment now, she noted, still unsure of how exactly she felt about it. What would she do with it? What would she do everything he'd left her?
Exhaling shakily, before she knew it she found herself heading backwards into the apartment, where the bedroom was. Briefly, the memories of what had transpired in there flashed through her mind, still ever fresh as though it was only yesterday instead of a week and how she wished she could change what had happened so she could have stopped him from... But it was impossible to change the past, change what happened, she knew. Letting her fingers run on top of his dresser, she paused as she saw a picture frame with a picture of the both of them in it, she hadn't seen it before. Reaching out she grasped it, taking a few steps back onto edge of the bed as she could only stare at it as both of her hands held it in her lap. She hadn't known he'd still had it after everything... "Why would you..." she muttered to herself, feeling her eyes burn ever so slightly. How could he bear to keep it?